Diva

photo by milkpockets

Since I've found out about the abnormal cells and then Joe's lump in her neck life seems

to have slowed right down. It's funny how all the things which you

think are pretty important easily become pushed to the back ground

when something else arises. Are they really that important in the first

place. I have slowed right down with my Diva because I'm waiting for

my hospital appointment. Then something happened yesterday

that put the wind in my sail. I met another Diva consultant she came

over for a cup of tea and she was LOVELY. Very very likeable and professional

she just hasn't had the confidence to take the first step. The trouble is

the town where I live is to small for 2 consultants. So you guessed it

I went out yesterday and dropped off brochures. My mother in law is looking

after Charlee today for a few hours and I am going to saturate this town with Diva.

Beg everybody I know or only slightly know to have a party I will get more

catalogues delivered today so I will door knock as well. This is to big an opportunity

to just sit down and not do anything. So I have to totally focus on Diva and

forget about my funny cervix cells and when the appointment

comes up I will worry about it then. We find out today the results from Joe's needle biopsy and I am a little worried. From now until the rest of the year I will only concentrate

on getting my business up and off the ground.

As it is coming up to winter and it's freezing already I can't help but

eat rubbish. I ate sustain for b'fast yesterday which I was proud of myself

because cereal is hard for me even to think about eating. Then I thought

I would have a big slice of lasagne and then potato bake for the rest of my breaky.

I try and focus on only eating raw food from the earth and I can't think of

anything better that a lamb chop and mash potato. So I notice that once you

begin eating good heathy cuisine generally after a few days you look at a cow's

sliced up calf and that will make me want to barf at the thought of eating it.

So I just have to challenge myself to stick to 2 days of only raw food otherwise I will

be as big as that cow I really want to eat.

Keep Glowing

Kym