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I have not blogged for so long because you know how I was freaking out about having cancer well I went up for my appt on Friday the 27th of June and they told me that I had suspicious squarmous cell carcinoma in my cervix. I looked at the specialist thinking she was talking swaheli (warped spelliing) and said do I have cervical cancer. The doctor said well it's suspicious and then I said "so I don't have cervical cancer?" and she just looked at me. So what the hell was I to think. We drove back home (4hrs) in almost complete silence. I read a pamplet about cervical cancer and it said 165 women are diagnosed every year in Queensland. That's 165 out of 1.2million women. Jason kept saying you are unlucky. Well that day I shook from shock and kept imagining me with no hair looking like a holocaust victim. My mother came down and I felt quite lucky because I had read so many books on natural health and I am quite obsessed with it. I was saying to Joe the day before "Geez I wish I had enough willpower to do a fast. Well now I had all the determination I needed. So on Saturday I fell into a heap I said to Jason I'm not coping very well. Mum turned up and I sent her to the shop to get beetroots, carrots and ginger and don't forget the wheatgrass. She came back with all that plus the phone number of a man Leo who had terminal lung cancer did a 42 day fast and went back for scan's and the cancer was gone. Sounds like crap doesn't it but he bought over his xray results the before and after. So I rang him and over he came with everything I needed to begin. By this stage I hadn't eaten for 3 days because I felt too sick to eat. It was called the Breuss Cancer Cure and it involved only drinking vegie juice (which tasted like a camel's bum) and teas for a 42 day period. Well let me at it and I began I lasted 11 days and lost 8 kgs. I have a very fast metabolism and I have excellent blood pressure so my blood pressure dropped too low I looked about 40yrs old I was down to 54kgs which is ridiculous on a 170cm frame. I got up on the 11th day to get the phone and I fainted. That was it I felt so dissapointed in myself I woke up the next day rang a friend of mine who's a naturopath and she told me to get organic broccoli, asparagus and strawberries and eat little amounts. I am telling you it was the best food I have ever had in my life. I slowly ate every morsel and the flavour I never thought a bloody piece of steamed asparagus could have so my flavour.

Ever since I was diagnosed with the cin 3 I have had a burning in my left side of my groin and down my leg. This is a symptom of late stage cervical cancer and if I didn't have the burning I wouldn't of been so stressed out. So on Wednesday I rang up my doctor and got an appointment in Brisbane and off I went. She felt my glands and said there is no swelling which is a good sign. Then she pulled on my leg and it felt like a burning stretch and she said "you have tendinitis of the groin" now how the hell would I get that. Isn't it funny how the universe works if I didn't have the tendonitis there wouldn't of been such a hard hitting lesson to be learnt from this cancer scare. Then she sent me for a ct scan. It was the worst day of my life I went in there with the 80 year old people all finding out if they had cancer and here I am 34 years old. They did the scan and told me the results would be at the doctors in the afternoon. Oh my god I knew that that would be the day that would make me or break me. So we went out to lunch and I ate my salad wrap. I came home and rang up the Doctor's. The receptionist answered and I said "My name's Kym and I was wondering if the results have come through to see if the cancer had spread. She said "Well your results have come through and I have asked the Dr if I could tell you and it looks OK" I was that excited I began to cry and I said "So I'm cancer free" and she said it looks good but you still need your procedure. So I got off the phone and my mum, Joy and I jumped up and down and were excited. That was when I decided to celebrate by having a cup of coffee (my evil vice) I made it took a sip and nearly vomited. Coffee now gives me migraines. Well I had the operation last Thursday and the specialist rang me 2 nights ago and I am cancer free. They didn't find any cancer in my cervix and she said to me she didn't know what happened to those lesions in my cerix (I had 3) and when they did the cone biopsy I only had one at the bottom of my cervix. She told me it looked alot better that what she thought it would. I know I kicked it with all that natural cancer fighting goodies.


So that's what's been happening now I can blog all the time again as I felt my life had too stop and I had to get better. Now I feel I can begin again.
Keep glowing
Kym