the results

Unbelievable I finally got the bloody results and because I haven't heard anything
I thought oh well it can't be so bad. Well I received the letter yesterday
and lo and behold I have to go back up to Brisbane for the next stage.
But it get worse I rang up the admin lady to tell her that it's not possible
for me to hold the Friday appointment as I have a party and Jason works etc.
and yes she put my mind at ease by telling me "It must be really bad for them
to get you in so quick so you must come". Isn't that reassuring so I'm preparing
myself for them finding some cancer cells. So yet again we get up at 4am
travel 4 hours and then all my privates are up for display. The only good
thing is that they knock me out this time. Then hopefully they get it all but you know
what is the strange thing is that because of stress I'm feeling quite sick. I awoke at
1am last night and didn't get back to sleep at all. I wish I knew meditation of
something to chill out abit.
You know what sucks the most is that every other area of my life
is booming bloody fantastic. I signed up my first team member, I have
made some awesome friends already, Jason excellent and don't you notice
that in life everything will be going excellent then something shitty will happen.

I have been readying Alison Dubois book (the lady from medium) and I can remember
years ago I read her first book and for about a month before I would constantly
see a shadow or movement and when I would look there would be nothing.
It was black in colour and felt wrong but this is the strange thing I went
down to visit Joe and we were in the laundry changing Coby's nappy
and she said to me "Sometimes when I'm in here I see a black figure or
movement and she said that Kevie had seen it too."
I nearly fell over so as I was saying before I was reading her first book
and in it, it said that if you feel like someone is trying to contact you
just ask for a sign. I was home by myself as Jason was at an Xmas party
and so I put the book down and said out loud (like a psycho) if anyone
is trying to contact me give me a sign.
Next thing the outside light came on and Riley's door began
to rattle. I didn't feel scared I felt reassured.
So why am I writing about this well since I've began to read Alison's
book it's begun again. I was in the kitchen and I saw as clear as day a
white movement. Then after I found out the results and began to stress
and think I'm going to die I felt something touch my left shoulder and
felt comforted in that all will be fine. It was a very heavy, warm feeling.
Yes I sound crazy but that's what happened.
oh well
keep glowing
Kym

dream world

Well life has been very hectic. I haven't been able to blog for ages as the computer is still in Charlee's room but this will all change. My diva business is going off like a frog in a sock. Last Sunday I did a pamper day for 100 women and I managed to do 28 facials and makeovers. I got my first team member and 5 party bookings. Life is good. My sales are going up each party as well. I had a party just before the pamper day and did the biggest sales I have ever done. I nearly fell over and there was only 3 people there. Then I had a party last night and then one again tonight and I will be going to the market today to do hand pampers. I average 3 parties per week just have to get up to 4 and I hit my goal.

We went to dream world last Tuesday and it was awesome. There was hardly anyone there
so we didn't have to wait for rides. The first ride
we went on was the log ride and Riley was terrified and began to scream
his head off and he scratched my back so hard I said to Jason let's get
him off he's terrified and Jason said "he"ll be right" so off
we went as we got going Riley screamed out those fabulous words which
embarrasses the crap out of me "f**ken hell".
It wouldn't of been so bad but there would of been around 30 people waiting
behind us. He settled down and was enjoying the ride and then
we went up the top of the slide bit and they took a wonderful photo
of us as we were going down. I looked like a corpse that someone had
propped up in front, all you could see of Riley was these huge eyes looking
over my shoulders and then jason looked like he was having the time
of his life. We went up to buy the picture and it was $35 for the first photo and $10
every photo after. they don't miss ya.
I don't know what has happened to Riley but he seems to be so popular
at his preschool. He's got a new friend who we are going to their place
for a play and the kids come up and cuddle him. He was so shy before.
Jason has been over to New Zealand for 5 days and he would ring up
3 times a day. See we met through this person who has 3 teeth who used
to inhabit the bar where I worked years ago and once a year
Jason goes to New Zealand to get rolling drunk and have fun.
He got back on Monday night and I have never seen him more
excited to see me or the kids. Geez he missed us he told me one time
he went over to NZ and the 3 teeth monster let him stay at his house and Jason
jumped into his bed and felt itchy. He turned on the light and he realized
that the 3 teeth monster had put him in the dog's bed and there was dog
hair everywhere and of course the sheets were satin.

I still have not go my results back from my cin3 operation which is a good
sign because if there was something bad surely they would of rung by now.
So I should be getting my results in the mail on Monday.
i am so fat I am so fat I am so fat
I was given this cardiac diet which you eat soup and fruit for 7 days and
you should loose 14 to 17 pounds well the first day I began the diet
I got up at 4am (as you do ) and ate the soup and then by 6am
I felt hungry so I looked into the pantry and there they were, saying
EAT ME EAT ME
So I ate 2 snowballs mmmm! delicious marshmallow covered in chocolate
and sprinkle with coconut.
Then I thought I was still hungry so I went to the freezer and pulled
out 6 spring rolls and cooked them up in the oven put Japanese mayo
on the side and preceded to devour all of them.
Why is it when you decide to diet you eat more rubbish.
I HAVE THE WILL POWER OF A DEAD YAK
Oh well there's my update I will be blogging more as we
will be moving the computer to the dining room.
Keep glowing
Kym

little old ladies

Several years ago I received a card off Joe and it's my favourite

card of all time I love it. Here is the poem on the card

Let's become

little old ladies together

we'll stay up late

looking at photo albums

telling "remember when" stories

and laughing until our sides ache

Let's become

eccentric together

we'll be the kind of old ladies

who wear silly hats

and get away with behaving

badly in public

And if anybody should ask

how long we've been friends

we'll say "oh forever

since before you were even born"

Let's become

little old ladies together

because a friendship like ours

can only grow better

through the years.

by Jenifer Fujita

don't you just love it

Keep Glowing

Kym

showing cracks

Photo by darn

Life has been pretty hectic as of late. The family has been quite sick

this morning I took Riley up to the hospital because he kept

coughing and vomiting all night. The poor little darling I have never

seen him so sick. So I have closed all the doors put on the heater

and we are all snuggling up watching TV what a good way to spend a day.

The next 2 weeks of my business are flat out I have on next Sunday a party

and then I go to a pamper day at the golf club to do facials on

85 women imagine all the people I will meet fantastic.

I went to visit a friend on Thursday who I think is just fantastic and fun

the problem is she has been diagnosed with MS and it's very aggressive.

When I was talking to her she put her right hand under her left armpit because

the pins and needles were so bad. She said 4 months ago she had an MRI scan

and there was only a little damage showing on the scan then 4 months

later the deterioration of her brain and back was 10 times worse. Could you

imagine that, being so young and not knowing what the future held I kept

imagining if I was her would you want to make plans or would

you just want to curl up into a little ball and think "why me"

Geez it's so sad, so sad.

Then yesterday arvo I began ringing my clients to make sure they were

using their products and I rang up someone who I thought was a friend.

She accused me of something I did not do. She didn't accuse me once she

accused me 5 times. That's 5 times of me saying "I didn't do it". When I got

off the phone I thought that is the strangest phone call I have ever had.

See what she was accusing me of had absolutely nothing to do with her and

I thought here's this person who is so worked up over someone else's business

and there's that friend of mine who is declining in health and I thought

my god what a load of crap and why worry about it I think some people

need to be reminded about what's important in life and don't waste

you energy on what's not and if it dosen't effect you or your family

it's not worth worrying about.

Keep glowing

Kym

doctors

photo by milkpockets

I have finally had my little operation done on the old abnormal cells in the old cervix.

It was horrible there were so many women waiting to have it done

and there were 3 door and out would come the doctor (or so I thought)

and there were 2 women and one man. I prayed to the old universe

to give me the gentle looking lady doctor.

I saw her come out and she called my name yip pee!

I walked into the room and there sitting at the desk was an old make

doctor who looked like that psycho doctor jayant Patel from Rockhampton.

Yes he did the operation and I am so sure that I will need to come back for

the next step in the treatment he said it will be taking a slither of

my cervix out my god. I will find out next Friday if I have any cancer

or if he's got all the cells and what's going on down there.

on a lighter note I went shopping in Brisbane and bought a trench coat

a silky top and I am normally not a fan of the shimmering tops but

this makes me look quite respectable and a hooded cardigan.

Staying at my mum's house was quite stressful as they don't see

the kids much so they don't kiddie proof it.

Charlee was into everything she broke Jerry which is the mouse

from tom and Jerry caroon fame and it's older than me.

There was food all over the ground and all and all it was a bloody nightmare.

Riley refused to eat anything and of course there was a tantrum to go with the

gagging on food. So it's was very stressful and it's good to be home.

Keep Glowing

Kym